Afresh

I got the sudden urge to cut away my long hair so i went to the salon today! I don't how where i got the courage from. When i told the hairdresser how short i want my hair to be, she was like" are you sure?you sure you won't regret?" Erm... yah i hope i don't but anyway my hair will grow back! No worries. A new hair cut, a new me. Let all the past to flush out of my memory

Say bye to my straight smooth long hair~

I will miss my long hair days ..haha

Keke is me-.-

Hey, today is the last day of school.No, the last day of term 2! Normally, i should get all excited as it symbolises the beginning of HOLIDAY! Upon hearing the 7 letter word, who won't be excited?!(definitely not me) BUT this time round, i am not! Cause i have 2 weeks of remedial classes that i have to attend. Life is full of misery. ya i know, i shouldn't be so pessimistic.

People around me are changing seats almost everyday & i get to sit with different ppl each day! I love the idea cos i won't get bored. But, i just get irritated when the fabian & daniel kept on calling me rainbow. That's so irritating arrgh... Besides that, i am fine with them.

Hate those ppl who try to be emotional & love to catch attention! Just keep it to yourself & don't show off ! Cause seriously, i don't care. More often than not, i am rather disgusted by way you paint yourself as a weak victim while you are not. Your actions & words just don't seem to coincide. Such a show!

It's sad that people you know become people you knew

今天打扫了房间一下因为实在是乱到不行。无意间，在我包包和柜子里再次的看到了你所送我的链子，手机吊坠，圣诞帽发夹，巧克力盒，方便面和那些与你一起看过的电影戏票。每一件物品都勾起了回忆。今天会是最后一次提起我们的过往，过了今天，我不会再有任何想念，我答应我自己。自今，你对我告白的画面还清清楚楚的浮现在我的脑海中，也许你以不再记得。和你在小学时期就认识了，自今都快8年了，的确是好长的一段时间啊！我们在一起的日子虽然很短暂，但我们却一起度过了许多快乐和伤心的时光，白痴的事也不少啊！记得我们一起去夜间动物园，看电影，去你家吃饭，唱ktv，放风筝，庆祝圣诞，海边吹风，到图书馆一起读书，一起吃早餐等等。这一切的一切我都会好好将他们保留起来，回忆有时确实比真实更美丽。。。也许你会讨厌我不能实现所说过的诺言，我只能说声对不起。你的人生观和我的并不一致，我们各自所想要的彼此都不能给，我的心思你不曾猜透，你的脾气我不曾了解，我的担忧你不顾虑，你的笑话我不理解。。。这就是我们。也许对你而言，这都是些借口，没关系，我不会去理会。妈妈也不会赞同我们，倒不如早点散，对你对我都是好事。分开的这段日子里，我都有偷偷的观察你。你似乎很快的把我忘了，和别的女生去夜店，和别的女生们调戏。如果我说我不难过，我不生气，你会相信吗？连我自己都不能相信这些的确是我的感受，我讨厌自己还在乎你。我讨厌那个口口声声说要分开，但心里却还念念不忘的那个自己！我以为我会很坚强，理性，不会被你的所作所为给影响，但事实并不是这样。如果我们不曾在一起，我的心里会更快乐一些吗？还是如果你不曾出现在我的生命里？唯一一点值得我庆幸的是我知道了你的真心，到现在才彻彻底底得明白！谢谢你的举动，让我好过一些，让我明白最傻的人是我，让我清楚的了解你的真心也只不过是这样而已，我只不过是你生命中的一个过客。相对的，我也会从今天这一刻起收拾自己的心情，对你一字不提。你想做什么就做吧！我不会在乎了！我们只是两条地平线，永远不会碰头。就算真的相遇了，我还是会微笑，那是简单地对普通朋友的问候。。。。。

Where is that me?

I woke up at 8.30am this morning! can you believe this?!
It's a saturday morning whereeveryone should be lying
comfortably on their bed & dreaming away before that
scorching sun burns your ass. I felt kind of cheated
because the meeting time was rescheduled again & again
to 10am, despite the fact that they suggested & agreed on
9.30 the day before. We went hunting for Haji Lane which
is in bugis. Took a long mrt ride down. We were there
exceptionally early, all the malls were almost empty ( i like)
shopped around bugis junction, bugis street & iluma in waiting
for the drizzling rain to stop. & had our lunch @ QQ noodle
which we randomly came across. after which, we headed Haji
Lane & managed to find it in great ease! all thanks to jovy for
the map that she found on the net(: We roamed about in all
those shop houses selling clothes, accessories & weird stuff
until we were all tired out. then headed back to bugis junction
for a drink. Basically, we spent the whole afternoon walking
aimlessly around like what we always do haha:D
hais, i feels that i lose enthusiasm in everything.
What happened to me?
i'm just too bogged down my studies i guess

Untoward

Got back all the papers except biology.
I am totally disappointed in eng & geo
especially ENGLISH!
C is definitely not what i wanted
This will serve as a wake up call for me
i shall stop procrastinating & get my motivation back
No more Cs for eng, no more no more!

Quite a handful of ppl didn't perform to their expectations
i comforted leishi & haozhe today.
Nearly spent the whole ss lesson comforting leishi
afterall, results are not everything
should learn to let go sometimes & move on
not moving on as per normal, but work double hard
so as to achieve your aims
"the harder you fall, the higher you bounce"
that's what jovy told me during sec 1
when i did badly for my maths EOY due to self -confidence
A really important lesson that i learnt
that often motivates me to work harder each time i fall

Besides, something unpleasant happened after ss lesson
it's frightening i swear!
Never go to the extreme.

!

okay, i wasted another day.doing nothing but slacking away
I planned on sat that i wanted to revise integration
so that at least i will catch mr lee's lesson for tmr
but as you know, i always fail to carry out those BIG plans of mine
ya, i ended up watching tv & movie
& not forgetting a 2 hr afternoon nap ( That's why i am so awake now)
七天爱上你 is a very touching & romantic taiwanese movie^^
though i can't really catch the romantic parts haha
& the story plot is little strange & unrealistic
everything is too good to be true in real pratical life
i guess the script writer was trying to be creative by trying to twist the story
sadly, his creativity spoils everything
nevertheless, the male & female lead actors are very pleasant looking
& therefore, i managed to endure through the 1.5hr movie
anyway, i am prepared to be lost during maths lesson tmr
cos i knew NOTHING about integration-.-

NYGHS Guzheng Concert

Went to watch e guzheng concert @ NYGHS auditorium with gz girls
their school compound is damn big can! & a good view of HwaChong
Chelsea & Nana dressed really like jap girls out of jap magazine, kawaii :DDDD
The concert is just so-so

after everyone went home, i went orchard with manda & lizhen
bought presents for wanyee @ muji
then went hereen to give her a surprise! haha
cos today is her last day working there
she finally made the choice to quit due to her busy school schedule
I think she was quite surprised upon my arrival(:

But Jackie is quite unhappy with me cos i forgot to give him my new phone number
& he couldn't contact me as he send messages to my old no.
i am so sorry
but things are fine now hehe

okay, i wanna watch IP man!!!!!
Super regret watching the BackUp Plan that day

Time for FUN

exam is finally over!! cheers(:
i have made it!
time for a rest before another race begin

went plaza singapura to catch "The BackUp Plan"
nice movie!