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Went AWWA ( school for autistic kids) ytd with yingting & lydia cos the rest of the xsp could not make it due to varies reasons like remedial lessons... Rained heavily after school but that doesnt discourage us from going..We ran our way there & got all wet! yes all wet! The lady there even offered us tissues to dry ourselves. Then we were splited into different classrooms. I went to classroom 16( see, i still rmb it) There were 4 boys aged 7 in the classroom, Daniel, Jacob, Nigel & 1 chinese boy which his name i can't rmb. When i first approached them & tried to say hi, they didn't response at all. Later did i realise that they can't even pronounce their name. So as for the rest of the day, i did painting & cutting with them. It's really not easy to handle these kids. I may not be able to do it without the help of the teachers there. Despite repeating the instructions & demonstrate the procedures countless times ,they won't be able to get it. A lot of patience is needed. The kids in my classroom are generally friendly & cute. I heard that kids in some other classrooms are vry noisy & violent.? Anyway, i really feel a lot through the visit.