It's like a dream.You are just too good to be true

Went supper with my colleagues ytd night at around 10.30pm.Had pastamania yumyum^^ It's suppose to be a farewell party for me.So touched.After which we just sat there & chit chat until we forgot about the time. By the time we realise it's already 12am so we rushed to mrt station. A very funny scene but fun! Really gonna miss them alot. Only till ytd that i realised timlum actually live in amkO.0 So we took the train together. Zhaoshen alight first at novena,followed by timlum & me then wanyee the last cos she live at jurong(that's really very far). Hais...now i already miss them liao..All the fun & laughter we had together...Those happy memories will always stay within me. I promise that i won't forget everyone of them. I wanna thank:
1) WANYEE -for being a great friend! Always sharing food with me. Exchange shift with me when i don't feel like working(without complaining). Gossiping with me...etc
2)ZHAOSHEN- for helping me doing this & that..funny jokes..lending me $$
3)JACKIE-for saving desserts for me even though sometimes you kana scolded by manager hehe:D
4)TIMLUM-for all your stupid jokes haha!
5)LIQUAN & JACK-for helping me to toast bread, prepare soup..etc
6)ASHIM-for the compliments haha:DDDD
& others which i don't know too well...

Okay it's all over. you shld just let go & stop thinking about it. Your existence may not really matter to him. I thought you will hate him. or is that just pretence?It's not going to happen, you know it from the start. Why do you still have to put on that fake smile even though that actually hurts? Even though nobody is gonna to realise that your heart crumbles? Stupid you! There's a she going after him too. Why do you have to involve yourself in a competition when you know the chances of winning is slim? Who asked you to give away your heart freely? Maybe you just deserve it.....