Tired laaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i seriously feel very tired now ( mentally)
i don't know why or maybe i just don't wish to know
mum just asked me "你有常常跟男同学出去玩吗？"
okay i can sense that she is hinting me sth
it's so obvious lahhs hello?
then ii just answer ya lorhs
"有什么东西可以跟妈妈讲。如果有男朋友了就带回来给妈妈看一下，知道吗？"
............
seriously, telling her is equal to telling the whole world
some what, the next day everyone in the family will know
then they will start questioning me this & that
@#^&$*^)*_(
okay ii know she is worried about me
but ii think ii need to wait for the right time
one month can't really tell much about a person right?
aiya......
ii think ii am a very weird person lahhs
my mind is hard to catch
sometimes, even ii myself doesn't know what ii really want
life is hard & reality is harsh ( quoted from chelseatan)
guys are like flowers
they may look nice & some what at the first sight
but flowers do wilt!
everything has its own expire date
that's reality isn't it?
why the earth is round???
why isn't it square?triangular?why????
.
at least there's sth that ii am hoping for at this moment
4 more days to cambodia!!!:D
xsp is fun((: